Everytime I meet new people, I always try to socialize and be cool with them. I treat everyone the same, the only exceptions are my bestfriends and very close friends. Idk how people see me but it really urks me when people spread rumors about me like how I’m trying to get at someone who I barely talk to or how I do things behind people’s backs or that I’m easy when I’m the total opposite! Why do you guys choose me to do this shit to. Like what have I ever done to you guys that made you wanna do this? This shit is starting to get real old and honestly idk how to even handle this anymore. I feel like my bad habits are going to start up again and idk how my will is gonna hold when my mind can barely stay stable. I just wanna find a way to make all of it end .